Eh.
Another year older.
I keep feeling like I have something important to do and I cant seem to figure out what it is, so I'll write a blog
I think I need to go back to school befor I get in too deep at my job. The problem is that I don't think I want to do what I went to school to do and thats why I keep dragging my feet. I mean I was great at anthropology and I find it super interesting accedemicly. I just have absolutely no desire to go out there and be an anthropologist. I just want to read about it, and think about it. I really feel like I tricked myself into thinking I was supposed to be an anthropologist because the courses were interesting and I was good at it. But I really think that I could have chose anything to study and I would have found it interesting and been good at it. I mean, thats what I do. I school. Im good at it. But just because you're good at something doesnt nessiserly mean that thats what you're supposed to do with your life.
But that begs the question: Whats a girl to do?
A big part of me thinks that I should have gone to art school like Amy and I had always planned. I've been thinking this a lot lately. I think that because I was good at science and school I felt like I was supposed to go be a scientist, or a doctor. At the time I felt like art was something I was good at but not something to base a carreer on. It seemed like a waste to be good at accedemics and not go to school for some sort of accedemic pursuit. Now that Im 25 and staring down grad school in a feild Im begining to doubt my enthusiasm for, Im thinking I may have been wronge. But I also feel wishy-washy, scared, confused, frustrated, and mad that I spent 4 years gettting a degree if Im not going to use it.
Guh. That was a bit too heavy even for me. Getting older makes me gloomy. Any way, I origionally sat down to blog thinking that I wanted to post some of the pictures from Halloween this year. Maybe they will mark the debute of my fabulas new life as a famous costume designer.
This was my favorite costume that I made this year. I was Princess Zelda for Nintedo day.
Comments
From what I've gathered, many people who have degrees in something don't necessarily have a job that pertains to what they went to school for. The degree sometimes just says you're not dumb. Example: My friend Scott drills groundwater wells: he has a business degree.
I'd explore some things and yourself to figure out what you like to do. Maybe kiss some boys or something.